40

As the say life begins at 40. I headed to church early morning and lit the candles used from my house blessing, enter the church and sat in the pew for a while. I uttered my usual prayer, looked back and I was thinking of my present life. Do I have resentment of being alone? Am I happy with my career choice? Do I missed of having family and children. Too many questions flashes and the answer is yes I do. Maybe I’m too organized I want everything in planned. Ambivert and ambiguous most of the time before I step into any decisions. I’m not an argumentative person slightly give my opinion. And reserve to show my emotion.

I believe that life is not a matter of destiny its a matter of choice. I just thought of the things I have and too many to thank for. I have alot of plans ahead and places to travel. Life begins at this age maybe its too late to change and take actions I regret of. Can I still find a lifetime partner or maybe not? But I can always move forward for new beginnings and new life choices.